ECHO

ive never been nervouse before, at least in my living memory. but today i felt it head on, i mean sitting in the cardiacts office, the EKG was fine, i mean that was no problem, but having to has him listen to my heart and then roccomend a ECHO(wich is like an ultrasound but for your heart) i totally paniced. i think having as much family history as i do, i mean my grandfather dide of a murrmer related problem and my dad's A-FIB, i got nervouse, and thank god it dosent happen to me much, mean i would rather fight that fourth degree who runs my tests at the diamonds om stage, than have an ECHO again. god, im like shaken. i was accually, shaking all over and it felt like i couldn't breath. and you have to study the Tec's face i learned cauz i could tell anyting from the graph, and she kept on pursing her lips and shakign her head, that freeked me out. the accual images were pretty cool, i mean who gets to see their heart working? the thing is amasing, it so....well put together. like a non-american made car (lol). and when the doc said i needed a ECHO my mom like stated crying, wich made me freek out even more and blah. she was like gripping my hand SO hard during the ECHO and staring the the images, that gel they put on you is COLD! it was freezing. im okay though, no open heart! wich is the best medical news ive heart all year. its an odd murrumer cauz i havent grown out of it but i guess im just stuck with it, and it also is "bad enugh" even though nothing in wrong that i am exempt from a draft, wich is kinda a random thing to tell someone but whatever. im not gona die in the next week like people were making it out to be like.

woah that alot of text. first day off rocked, minus ^that^

so i have a "innocent" murrmer, funny because theres nothign innocent about me.....except my murrmer i guess.

i would put the ultra-sound pic up here, but i dont have a scannar. oh well.

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