challanger

so i woke up today happy for one, it was 11 and i was home alone, then looking at my calandar i remembered what today was. so now im in a particullary sad mood, today, along with Febuary 1 and and Janurary 27(so yesterday) all top my list as the worst days ever. horrible. pretty much from the 27 of January to the First Of Febuary im in a horrible mood and am irratable. and im no use to soscity(like i ever am though)

today sucks.

anyway, yes colleen i will wip out my sonagram pics(not x-rays) in the govermnents face and yell that, or something more, you know, a little more me, so possibly in another language and more vile. :) the pic are accually really cool, kinda freeky to look at but cool. and i also learned that what they though i had(heart wise) is particullary prmoent in Northern Italians. ha, that what we get for trying to keep ourselves pure, heart defects.

off to sulk and bitch at the TV about NASA and fucking up launches, i mean when there are FEET of ice on you control tower, you should know better then to attempt a lanuch. plus we all know what happans when Hydgreon gas is kept very cold and then heated up VERY fast. idiots, the burcats in the goverment that is, not my launch control buddies. but then again they should also know not to use pure oxygen enviorments, and to use better tecnoligy than 70's crap in the 21th century. damn foam.

also cassonava is gone form the EP theaters so lindsey and i cant sneak into it. another reason why today sucks. that also why i couldn't get into stagate last night, to depressed. remembering Apollo 1 and all. and today is Challanger day. and then Colombia day next month.

me

EDIT

got my first: "Francesca! come to our collage!" today. exciting i know. its from Bradly University in IL. god now i really feel old:

Dear Francesca,
You have the curiosity, the energy and the drive to do great things.
Your national test score and record of achievement show that you may be well prepared to succeed at a high quality, nationally recognized university like Bradley.
You will receive a lot of college and university mail in the coming weeks. We'd like to show you how Bradley is different than the other universities you will hear from. Our blend of quality academics, focused career preparation, collaborative relationships, and extensive activities and leadership opportunities is like no other university.
If you'd like to learn more about Bradley, let us know by visiting your personalized inquiry and information page at: https://admissions.bradley.edu/ssl/inquire/ using the username: XXX and PIN: XXX
You may also reply by returning the card enclosed in the large red Bradley envelope you will be receiving.
Francesca, you already have so much going for you. Please let us know if you would like to see how you'll only get better at Bradley.
Sincerely,Rodney San JoseDirector of AdmissionsBradley University

W.T.F.