writing

blah, so off to study writing for the test tomorrow, wich, did i mention, that i am going to fail? so im brushing up on the plot line and charcters of the Iliad and Sherlock Holmes to seem smart. i love thoes books but i havent read wither in like, months, so im sparknote-ing them. just to be safe.

speaking of books, i read 8 of them over break. depressing or amaisng?

had lector reading yesterday. lol. and i think that all the commentary it will ever deserve. ever.

so to the main topic, the SAG adwards. loved the male-all-black thing. it was very lovley, but jake g, no no no the tux with the sloping lapel, too bathrobe-ish. and i loved eva longerias hair, so old hollywood up and curly, speaking of old hollywood, shirle temple black, yes she has *gasp* succomed to the old lady BRIGHT pink lipstick and sparckely dress. to bad to bad. hmm i notices star gate wasent nomimated.....hmmmmmm

volia

challanger

so i woke up today happy for one, it was 11 and i was home alone, then looking at my calandar i remembered what today was. so now im in a particullary sad mood, today, along with Febuary 1 and and Janurary 27(so yesterday) all top my list as the worst days ever. horrible. pretty much from the 27 of January to the First Of Febuary im in a horrible mood and am irratable. and im no use to soscity(like i ever am though)

today sucks.

anyway, yes colleen i will wip out my sonagram pics(not x-rays) in the govermnents face and yell that, or something more, you know, a little more me, so possibly in another language and more vile. :) the pic are accually really cool, kinda freeky to look at but cool. and i also learned that what they though i had(heart wise) is particullary prmoent in Northern Italians. ha, that what we get for trying to keep ourselves pure, heart defects.

off to sulk and bitch at the TV about NASA and fucking up launches, i mean when there are FEET of ice on you control tower, you should know better then to attempt a lanuch. plus we all know what happans when Hydgreon gas is kept very cold and then heated up VERY fast. idiots, the burcats in the goverment that is, not my launch control buddies. but then again they should also know not to use pure oxygen enviorments, and to use better tecnoligy than 70's crap in the 21th century. damn foam.

also cassonava is gone form the EP theaters so lindsey and i cant sneak into it. another reason why today sucks. that also why i couldn't get into stagate last night, to depressed. remembering Apollo 1 and all. and today is Challanger day. and then Colombia day next month.

me

EDIT

got my first: "Francesca! come to our collage!" today. exciting i know. its from Bradly University in IL. god now i really feel old:

Dear Francesca,
You have the curiosity, the energy and the drive to do great things.
Your national test score and record of achievement show that you may be well prepared to succeed at a high quality, nationally recognized university like Bradley.
You will receive a lot of college and university mail in the coming weeks. We'd like to show you how Bradley is different than the other universities you will hear from. Our blend of quality academics, focused career preparation, collaborative relationships, and extensive activities and leadership opportunities is like no other university.
If you'd like to learn more about Bradley, let us know by visiting your personalized inquiry and information page at: https://admissions.bradley.edu/ssl/inquire/ using the username: XXX and PIN: XXX
You may also reply by returning the card enclosed in the large red Bradley envelope you will be receiving.
Francesca, you already have so much going for you. Please let us know if you would like to see how you'll only get better at Bradley.
Sincerely,Rodney San JoseDirector of AdmissionsBradley University

W.T.F.

ECHO

ive never been nervouse before, at least in my living memory. but today i felt it head on, i mean sitting in the cardiacts office, the EKG was fine, i mean that was no problem, but having to has him listen to my heart and then roccomend a ECHO(wich is like an ultrasound but for your heart) i totally paniced. i think having as much family history as i do, i mean my grandfather dide of a murrmer related problem and my dad's A-FIB, i got nervouse, and thank god it dosent happen to me much, mean i would rather fight that fourth degree who runs my tests at the diamonds om stage, than have an ECHO again. god, im like shaken. i was accually, shaking all over and it felt like i couldn't breath. and you have to study the Tec's face i learned cauz i could tell anyting from the graph, and she kept on pursing her lips and shakign her head, that freeked me out. the accual images were pretty cool, i mean who gets to see their heart working? the thing is amasing, it so....well put together. like a non-american made car (lol). and when the doc said i needed a ECHO my mom like stated crying, wich made me freek out even more and blah. she was like gripping my hand SO hard during the ECHO and staring the the images, that gel they put on you is COLD! it was freezing. im okay though, no open heart! wich is the best medical news ive heart all year. its an odd murrumer cauz i havent grown out of it but i guess im just stuck with it, and it also is "bad enugh" even though nothing in wrong that i am exempt from a draft, wich is kinda a random thing to tell someone but whatever. im not gona die in the next week like people were making it out to be like.

woah that alot of text. first day off rocked, minus ^that^

so i have a "innocent" murrmer, funny because theres nothign innocent about me.....except my murrmer i guess.

i would put the ultra-sound pic up here, but i dont have a scannar. oh well.

me

yah dont ask me about the last post. i hardly remember typing it cauz i was SO exausted. all this test yesterday, anyway

i have my heart thing tomorrow. eke! im really nervouse. like i dont wana even think about what it is gona say. it sucks.

on the plus side were gona watch Les Miseberal in history-yes the one with Liam Nesson! so its gona be like "The Return Of Qui Gon In Revoluntary France" i also got no homework over this long weekend. its VERY nice, i even did all my history objectives, i had a free period cauz all the junors werre gona at retreat so i just went to the libary and did the vocab section of them then did the questiins in class, that one of the best parts about having a physcoligy major for a history teacher, everything is optional and there is tons of extra credit and it lovley.

its also my bros b-day

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIEL

meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

T

i really wana make a movie(aha! impulsive!). who wants to lend me their camera/enditing software so i can make my doc? its either gona be a doc on cell phones (a day in the life of....a cell phone, how DID we live before 95?) or like "T", wich is supposed to be read as "tea" and watched my tea life. both of wich proberly i only find exciting

speaking of tea, im on a wonderfukl green tea stint as of this weekend. but i really need a accual tea pot, cauz the boiling water in the microwave just isant fun anymore. ha when i just went to make the tea im drinking now i asked mom if she wanted any "scortched earth ploicy tea" instaed of "good earth" AHHH TOO MUCH NAPOLEON STUDYING.

i tink i did okay on that test though.

speaking of math, on the math legue tests yesterday they post the answer keys after your done with you test and on the "C" test(trig for all you non math-legue-ers) and it had all these somewhat pathetic stabs at being funny like "aha!" when ou come to your answer and stuff like that. but only we find that funny.

Mami Ink is on tongiht! soooo excited! and Kevin Bacon Queer Eye! kick arse.

me

EDIT: considering changing the title of the tea movie to "confession of a tes-awholic" that what my bro just defined me as. or is that too lindsey lohan OH tea AND pop culture movie? aha!

math legue

w00t! so math legue today was particullary exciting.i didn't compeat team but staying back and watching chess matches and discussing chem annyoning people in my chem class rocks.

HAPPY RICHARD DEEN ANDERSON DAY!

HAPPY COLLEEN DAY!

its their birthdays so i though i would be all nice and comment about it. colleen's give rocked, i mean Spinal Tap, this random pin and keychain, and this POTC poster? kick ass.

and my bro's birthday is on wednesday. so life is good, except all the tsts i have tomorrow, i mean everything but bio and religion. ugggg.

ah! the bacholor paris is on! must succome to BAD reality TV. this is why i need to unplug my TV. blah

meeeee

im feeling particullary procrastinatit today. ive dont nothign productive all day, just watched some i love the 80's strikes back (lol star wars refrence.....HY-O) and read all day, wich, dont get e wrong was very nice, but i did nothing. particaly because i cant find that one english assigment thats due on twesday(what is it again? TKM and Scoutsburrow boys trial????) i did do the other enghlish thing and studided for "thee" math test tomorrow. go lograthims! not.....

5^x=5

x log 5=log 5

x=log5/log5

x=1

or

ln^(e^7)=x

7=x

or

2^9=3

log(base 3)9=2

so thoes were really easy.....oh well at least i get what im doing.

and i did my bio too, and my history objectives but thats it, god my schedual next weeks sucks, i have tests in every class but religion-that mid terms for you i guess. i also need to figure out stoichtomery by twesday. on the plus side no school thursday and friday.

i wish i had something profound to say...............still nothing. math legue tomorrow! is it the last meet?

me

plotting

god i am exauted, i got back tonight and plotted all night, who knew high school drama could be so exausting? especially at BSM, anyway;

"The New World" DO NOT go see it, it was one of the most ingunitive ideas for a movie is a long time, there was almost to talking and it was almost all voice-over from diaries of the accual people who lived this wich was an amasing concept, but didn't transfer well. One would think a colin farren/christian bale movie woulf be amasing, i mean batman-jesus christinsan and colin farrel should, in theroy, make an exclent movie, but no. it sucked. and colin farrel has amasing crying abilties. thats all i have to say.

the rest of today was devoted to getting my iPod back online(wich i did) and watching the piolit of MacGiver. wich was also very funny and good. all the richard deen anderson-ing made me think of staragte, and talea singing. why, creators of stargate, why?

i think im going to go read now. something i have done in a long time.

me

craziest thing ever

ahhh stargate:

SG-1: semi random and very confusing plot, like double crossing people and 16 SG-1 teams, plus mittchle w/out his pants on. that was nice, he has great legs, plsu sam is pregnat in this alternate universe, but, in true stargate style, she dosent ask who the father is when she finds out from and dead friend. is that was confusing to you, then......then you should watch stargate and catch up. come on people. get with the program

Atlantis: ahhh rodney. god i love him, hes so funny. and there was this random "circle of stones" cermoney for this dead girl and Talea started singing to like honor her and then they overlayes her singing with other thing taking place in atlantis revelant to the whole bomb-blowing-up-everyone situation. i mean a stargate music video? even i object to that. and then lindsey and i were like " well the producers were totally high when they wrote this part" the conversation ensued as following:

L: yeah and well have a music viedo! taleh is a GREAT singer

me: and ronon can make the guy tell the access code at the 11th hour!

L:and back to talea singing.....dramatically in this blue-green dress with awsome sleves that i really want to put on my black and red one!

me: oh(pause) totally, then (takes another puff) were do this really dramatic overlay sequencing!

both: laughing hysterically

L: and well make it all dramatic

me: it(pause) will(pause) ROCK!

both: tries to high (hahaha get it "high" five) five but miss.

so yeah we decided that some of the best ideas come to you when your totally wasted. i mean look at writers. or FJ.

anyway, hopefully going to see "the new world tomorrow" im totally stoked for it. it looks amasing, and it goes along with daniels and mine latest obssession. lol.

^so if you dont get that^, wich you most likley won't, its just for me to remember the first stargate music viedo. god that was funny.

me

p.s. starbird, yeah she told me about tomorrow, but i dont think i can make it......have mucho-funo!

golden globes

well i havent even discussed the golden globes here yet.

they semi-rocked, i mean John Williams KICKED ASS(it was also James Earal Jones birthday/hononary holiday for me this twesday. kick ass) anyway that was nice, and King Kong won nothing. and the Desprate Housewives-that made me laugh, 4 of them were up for the five spots for best female actress and the girl from weeds won! personally that shows isant that great. and issac issac issac, what was up with him? i mean i dont really want to know everything i learned from him. *shudders* badddddddd im ages. bad images.

my only concern is the brokeback/walktheline struggle from the oscars. cant decide who will win/have my vote. ha like im the acadamy, i wish.

but the SAG's are coming, my persona favorite adward show. that and the viedo game adwards......um......jk?

i do love the SAG's. love them love them love them.

god daniel is sick and all he does is blast MTV/VH1/BET all day and its driving me CRAZY! so i think ill recede to my room and listen to "jam bands"

me

hair

so i got my hair cut today, i know have bangs. its insane. ive nevre had them before and its kinda cool. this has gotta be quick cauz im doing it during hte commercials on Project Runway. so ill be quick.

ummmm school has been school. kinda blah kinda good. the usual. oh we got a new karate teacher, and OMG hew looks like keanu reeves in the martix-just less good hair. but oh well.

GAH the pics are taking soooo long to load.

anyway.

ahh this takes forever. ummmm there having the Q&A on P.R. so i dont really care, i only really like the runway part.

ohhh sorry i cant really turn then the right way. god i look like crap in this pics. oh well. its been a long week.

me

the matrix has me.......badly

im obsessed with the martix. it was on last night and i finally understand it but im hooked. it has me badly.

anyway im sick, yesterday i felt like crap but i was dregged downtown to the hilton to "bond" with STS people, wich was a total bust cauz i felt like crap and sitched everyone else cauz i had no one to talk too. good stuff. so the i settled down in our room and water the first matrix. and then #2 is on now and i cant stop watching it. sooooo keanu reeves cant carry a plot line

*cough* conastine *cough*

and it wont leave me alone.

so i have bronchitus. exciting. mom took me to a urgent care place and im on drugs. so in 24 hours ill be better. ahhhhhh moder medican.

i wated gone with the wind today cauz i had nothing else too do cauz the family went to see triple espresso w/out me(i know i am so loved in this family) and i had a good 4 hours to just chill so i wated it. its such a good movie. except the ending kinda sucks, like they dont end to together and its sad. oh well.

can you tell im a little out of it?

meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

13

i offically hate friday the 13.

so im writing my bio paper now. pathetic. that what i am, pathetic. lindsey is sick so were not stargate-ing and im stuck home with mom. wich sucks.

but i am eating a 87% coca "DEGOBA" cholact bar. kick ass yoda.

me

p.s. but i did finish the paper. so yeah. wich made me feel happier. and are we all stoked for STS/family weekend! ha. ha. ha. hmmmmmm maby ill succome to the sweet world of logarathims e and ln.

jk

blah

I went home from school yeserday because i felt horrible, tricia of course, who trusts no one, is convinced that i was faking in order to miss my religion and english tests, but as we all know, i love tests.

there Slade that! its even fourty words too.

but yeah i left school yesterday cauz i felt like crap. came home and slept only to be awaken to eat someting and watch parts of Goldfinger and Never Say Never Again. Goldfinger is amasing-i mean the hat that kills statues AND people rocks. and i learned that it was my grandmother favorite movie and Mcgiver was her favorite show. and NSNA was...well.....not sean connerys best. plus i mean inthe first hour of that movie he slept with three diffrent women. and apparentarrly no one in adminstrations knows it. it makes my laugh.

plus i had to watch miami ink. kick ass.

i digress

umm today-still somewhat sick but dragged myself to school in order to take Slade(wich i think i did okay on....possibly a pass.....hopefully?) and yeah.

so tonight it looks like i just gona sleep. i feel so draggy, wich is odd condisering how much sudafed ive had. wich has been like 6 pills all day. so i should be bouncing off the walls. but im sedated and exausted.

and angelina jolie is pregnat.......how do we all feel about that?

speaking of being pregnat-i have my ultra sound next week i think. on my heart though. for my murrmur.

me

007

what is it about x-mas and the new year that causes several channals to have james bond marathons. not that i mind, i mean james bond is like a mecca of sorts to me. presently im watching a view to kill. its not the best one, and goldfinger is on next- now that is an awsome movie, unfortunally its gets on at 8 and the parents will be back from my bros bacskeball game and i dont think they would approve of goldfinger considering. too bad cauz thars one of my favs. im gona try and sneak it in, but in my house it hard to sneak in TV. so im stuck with whatever else is on. insted of 007 on AMC.

also i learned today that i have been a liar since like birth. my mom found this casett tape of me when i was little and its like me sitting there lying my arse off. as it should be.

me

damn family

so, i finally settles down in the basment alone to wtch gone with the wind and my brother coms down and literally beats me out of the love sack so he can play madden 06 or whatever the hell it is. so this sucks. so then to annoy him i played the refrain fro dont cry for me argentina over and over again, until i realised that you can record thing on the key board and i recorded it and put it on replay so its just keeps on going and going while i sat next to him and listined to my cell phone rings. every one of them.

that key board is proving its self useful after all, its had all these awsome sound effects for the movie. if we can get a camer that is. and a sreen play, though i thogh t-bag started writing it. oh well.

me

edit

why did not one tell me that john williams did/is doing the score for the superman movies! god you all know how i follow him and his mastar(threw in a little star wars there, sorry cant help it) everywhere! and this year is gona have some pretty rocking movies. not as good as last years SW(or bad depending on how you look at it) but hopefully it will be a good year. than when im a movie-person i can say "yeah 06.....that was a good year" like my father does with wine. but back to john williams, every movie i LOVE he odes the music for serosnlly: Star Wars, indiana jones, jaws, E.T.(even thogh it scares me still), Empire of the sun......god i love it

well

sorry abot not kepping you all up do date on my life. i knoe how youve all missed it. but my grandfather was in the hospitable and things were pretty crazy aound here. and it was all depressing and i didn't feel like posting.

on the better side i dont have to have sugery on my knee, just some physical theapary for strnth traning cauz the mucle is really weak on that leg. i also got these great pair of eighties pink shoes. there really sweet as......(fill in the blank and tricia unfortunally i dont think there as sweet as hayden chrinsinsans abs on a hot day, cauz sersoully what can top that?, speaking of him and his non-existant acting ability George Lucas-father-of-almost-everything-that-is-good(thats what im calling him now.....what?) chose him becasue he has a "pyscially darkness to him" now that is sweet as)

but besides that nothign has happened muich around here, spent alot of time at the hospitable. and doing my bio paper.

OH the biggest news-Stargate has made a trimuhant return! i went to supermans house and we watched the lat episode(s) of atlantis that we had missed and IT WAS SWEET ASS! john made an awsome star wars refrence, somthing along the lines of "R2 i need you to turn of the auto-piolet NOW" and we learned that rodney smokes pot once in collage, so, thus we figured that if rodney did it we should too. ha jk, i love thatshow. but i fear SG-1 is losing its.....its awsome-ness. poor jack i miss him but camrom is pretty funny, is an werid souther way. lots of grandmother refrences and such. superman still half in love with daniel. sick sick sick. and ronon is kepping up nicley. except i personally cant get over the whole "baywatch hawii" thing. i mean its good he can do diffrent generas, but i mean baywatch? thats low. i really need to see the episodes hes in too. now if only john would do somehing like that.....speaking of john what up with that random lutantant that keeps of hittin on Dr. Werir! damnit she and john are supposed to hook up, unlife supermans mastar plan of her and that 80 year old capian of the Dedalus.

and how i will forever have nightmares of Wraith door openers.........ewwwwww so discusting. it was awsome. i love stargate.

and now off to babysit. fun fun fun, im a french sorta-way. ohhhh maby she made creps for dinner. that would rock.

me

one....more.....day

accually im excited for school to start again, as ususal the family is at my through, or rather im at theirs. mom was supposed to wake me up at 9 today so i could go to bed tonight at a somewhat respectiable time and not go to cshool tomorrow totally drained, like i did for SW III

speaking of SW III that movie rocked last night. god its awsome in a bad way. sooo good but yet to horrible. i love it. and the special features-oh how wonderful, so lovley.

i am such a nerd.

how many times have i said that in the past week?

anyway, i have all my stuff to do, blah bio, blah enghlis(thogh i am enjoying To Kill A Monckingbird-wish here after shall be known as TKAM), blah all my other homework. all i wana do is curl up and watch MecGiver, or soem Audery Hepurn movies. breakfast at tiffinnies-so close but but to far.

and dancing today. somewhat excited, but all i really wana do is sleep.

on the positive side-stargate starts on friday! god i am so excited, i changed my proflie to be a flanagan interview and im looking for a sweet as buddy icon to go along with it, but unfortunally i cant find a john-running-through-the-desert or a good-ronon-on-planet-dread(dread as in dread-locks) one. oh wel, the SW rocks my soxs is working out fine, but i think the best one ever was the andy garcia godfather one. that one was sweet as. sweet as....

me

Star Wars Episode III

i now own all of the Star Wars collection, minus episode II, but i dont count that movie cauz-well its obivous isant it?

so ill be in my basment. in a state of nervana that(unfortunall/fortunally, cant decide...)is not cauzed meditation.

me

update:

never, and i repeate NEVER eat quince paste without cheese while watching Star Wars Episode III. it just dosent sit well in the stomach, all the yummy action and nice camera angles just kills.

2006.

so its 2006, party on. did anyone watch rocking new years eve w/dick clark? cauz there was this totally random makeout session that they showed of him and this chick, wich kinda scared me, i mean it was kinda a sucky way to ring in the new year. tricia and i however made up for it iwch out awsome party plannign skills and crazy cool movies. i mean Troy accually made achillies seem almost human unlike in the Iliad where he is so...not...human like, more like a cold-blooded killer and in this movie they humanised him. but the movie kinda sucked.

and then MK&A ricked it up too, where i reminices about Model UN the entire movie.

MONGOLIA

sorry i had to do that, and woah the mongolian flag colors at the oppsities of each other on the color wheel. hmmmmm

and the party today was exciting, colleen and tricia came over so that was fun, and yeah. we rocked it up, RENT-ing i mean. plus thoes hot dogs rocked.

speaking of RENT last night we timed disk 2 EXACTLY when they say happy new year it was the new year. it was crazy.

back to the party, hannah was there so that was nice cauz i havent seen her in forever and i talked withg colin for the like first time ever and yeah, we discussed religion(ha) and stuff, like people from my old school and yeah, it was nice.

so the to do list:read the firsh half of to kill a monckenbird, do all my homework that i semi promised myself that i wasn gona do at the beginning of break(why do always leave it to the end? cest la vie) and OH made ill make a libary run and get the iliad and compare it too Troy. i am such a nerd. AND MATH LEGUE ON MONDAY! not tomorrow but next week and were going getto-i just need getto cloths to freak out SPA. w00t w00t.

me